Today has been a hard day. We had to put my beloved, precious, Hannah Belle to sleep. She lived 14 good years and it was time.......but that made it no easier. It was by far one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I had to make the decision for her. I know it was the right decision, but I just miss her. I look over in her corner and it's clean.....she's really gone. I know SG didn't have the easiest time with it either, but he bravely stayed with her for the final shot. I stayed while they sedated her and then I had to walk out, I just couldn't do it. I hope she knew in her final hours just how much we loved her....love her.....we'll always love her. She was my first baby a few years before we had any human ones. The kids got in the car in car line and the first thing out of J2's mouth......"Where's Hannah?" I had hoped to wait till we got home, but no, the wailing started. It's just hard, that's all I can say. Goodbye my precious, sweet baby Hannah Belle- I will always love you. I miss you more then you could ever know.
